Can I tell you that mere seconds before opening this email, I'm preparing to end my night as normal, and I just ponder over what can I do tomorrow to solve my problems that I didn't do today? I am currently going through an SSI benefit appeal. I'm not "disabled" per state standards, yet haven't been able to hold down a job since reaching the working age (16) due to a mood disorder and socioeconomic status. I'm 23 now. I severely struggle with guilt and beating myself up over not being able to function like my peers; not being able to concentrate and hold an interest like my peers. Lately, I've been looking into cost effective education such as continuing ed courses, Ed2Go courses, workshops, seminars, and the likes, that don't require time stamped effort, but are still valuable to gaining basic skills, reskilling or upskilling to help me fill in the gaps. The diagnosis of Autism Spectrum Disorder has been floating around for me for years. No matter my learning difficulties, my relational difficulties and mood irregularities, I too believe that I will find what works for me, and I'll most likely be surprised that the answer contains strategies and strengths that I'm already well aware of ❤❤ thank you so much for writing this, Janae!!
I was asking God for strategy & I've been in a place of trying to figure out how my past has effected me & what I can do to change. As always, you're right on time by God's grace & your obedience. Thank you ❤
Can I tell you that mere seconds before opening this email, I'm preparing to end my night as normal, and I just ponder over what can I do tomorrow to solve my problems that I didn't do today? I am currently going through an SSI benefit appeal. I'm not "disabled" per state standards, yet haven't been able to hold down a job since reaching the working age (16) due to a mood disorder and socioeconomic status. I'm 23 now. I severely struggle with guilt and beating myself up over not being able to function like my peers; not being able to concentrate and hold an interest like my peers. Lately, I've been looking into cost effective education such as continuing ed courses, Ed2Go courses, workshops, seminars, and the likes, that don't require time stamped effort, but are still valuable to gaining basic skills, reskilling or upskilling to help me fill in the gaps. The diagnosis of Autism Spectrum Disorder has been floating around for me for years. No matter my learning difficulties, my relational difficulties and mood irregularities, I too believe that I will find what works for me, and I'll most likely be surprised that the answer contains strategies and strengths that I'm already well aware of ❤❤ thank you so much for writing this, Janae!!
I was asking God for strategy & I've been in a place of trying to figure out how my past has effected me & what I can do to change. As always, you're right on time by God's grace & your obedience. Thank you ❤