It’s the days in between
where it has become hard
To separate my dreams from reality.
So instead I, lay awake
wanting to remain numb
to the parts of me
I’ve been hiding, disguising.
That’s the problem!
For the first time I can feel the parts of me
I’ve been hiding.
And I’d be lying if I said any of this was easy,
But, who am I asking to be used by God
then running away and hiding.
So, bare with me,
as I learn how
to sacrifice my scars for public display
so you don’t feel alone.
Because one,
God can’t heal what can not see
Or two, you simply keep hiding, disguising.
Are you genuinely willing to become who God has called you to be?